我还有机会吗？

我坐在电脑前面。
仅仅想着一个人。
我想着唯一的她。

突然想自己问道，
我还有这机会吗？
突然变得呼吸困难。

我会把自己做到最好。
不会再马虎和疏忽了。
你可以给我这机会吗？

就算现在不能，
以后总该能吧？

傻傻的想想想，
静静的写写写。

谢谢她。
感动她。
爱上她。
希望她………………

1ST Nov 09 Soka Day（创价日）

1ST Nov 09 Soka Day Agenda:

9am – 10am Daimoku
10am -10.10am Gongyo
10.10am – 10.25am Gohonzon Conferral and Impression
10.25am – 10.50am Experience sharing from local Men’s Division (Kenny)
10.50am – 11am Junior Group Performance
11am – 11.20am Experience Video from Women Division SGI-Japan
11.20-11.30am Speech & End

Experience Sharing from Men Division Synopsis: Kenny will share his life and health challenge and through Buddhist practice, he manage to overcome his kidneys failure and live a healthy life and contribute to kosen-rufu. A true experience and actual proof in life through Nichiren Daishonin Buddhism practice.

PLEASE DO FEEL FREE TO INVITE YOUR FAMILY, FRIENDS, AND COLLEAGUES TO JOIN THE SOKA DAY!

U6AK^^ 我会很怀念大家的。

不知不觉已经走到了尽头。
老实说我还走不够，
很多美妙的事情都是在这两年发生的。

在班上有：-
班上的飞轮海～～！！
哈哈！！！————

一群朋友的笑声。。。

虽然
发生些不愉快的事。。。
但是，
都已经过去了，就把它当作回忆。。。

个人方面---
我喜欢上身边的好朋友。。

我把台拳道打好基础。。。

获得国际救生学会的徽章。。。

我在学校写下我的名字。。。
等等。。。

一大堆的体验

-朋友的生日。。。

-ms. tan period.......... happy loi.....

-emergency call..

-overnight study

-在朋友去JUSCO.。。。。。。。。。

-lunch.....

-breakfast.....

-dinner& supper.....

非常多的事情。。。。。。。。。
there got good thing and bad thing,
this is just to test our thinking,
if you have wisdom and think it +ly..
then this process is really benifit
else............................

Continue learning, learning and learning.......

I am a useless guy infront of my classmate(just my feeling). I will just a playful, having fun, disturbing friend& teacher, pride and a fellow that doing noting for my class.

In my Class, I have a lover. That is ........
Since what time i being like her til love her i also dono...
At this movement, i facing many problem.
but according to my daily guidance, i should not give up and keep challange it.

i feel tired..
really tired...

i am a leader in other side...
where is my buddhahood???
how i chan everyday.??

i must keep asking myself...

STPM, family economic, LOVE, career......
i know this is my KARMA.
so i must full force in my faith to overcome and create my own victory..

and as i know, i will out of my control in my LOVE's field....
when i see her, i feel shy, i like to show of, i dono wat should comunicate with her.
you know....

when i know i fail, then i will out of my control...
TZER WEI... PLEASE Behave else you will no have any chance to case her d...

STPM!!!!
i wanna hit my CGPA to 3.0...
on my step, my
PA=2.5-3.00
EK=2.33-2.67
AK=2.0-2.5
COM=2.5-3.33

now just left 30day...
only 30 day..

this 2 really big head to me..
i really wanna give up d...

but i know my dream is go to SOKA UNIVERSITY.
i must go there..!! SENSEI i will be suceed.... Must~!

now wat can i do is just do our KONSENRUFU!!!
only this then i will be suceed ...

i wanna tell my lover, that is now we still best friend right???
i can sure you are my best friand... no matter wat you do, i will support..
since now i stilll cannot doing any to you, i will built again my personality and character...
and i promise myself to do well in STPM>>>..

GOHONZON!!
i MUst create my experience in full of wisdom.....
GAMBATEH!!! in my love and STPM>>>>...

16/10/2009 Oh my god...!!!!

after i came back from JUSCO..
my mood just so so....
then when i step in to class...
she just direct call me to sit with her...
wah..
i think it is imposibble but it become reality..
dono la. what she think..
i feel very happy although my body feel unwell...
haha...
the time pass a second and a second...
i just hope that after F6 we stilll have this kind of chance.,..\

today...
is 1st time after a month that i sit with her..
PLEASE OPEN MY HEART!!!
actually i can loss everything but GOHONZON...

I Will REALLY CHANTING FOR YOU AND ME...

i miss you!...
Do you...........
AM I.................
HOw is >>>>>....................

i hope everything going like today.. haha..
it is enough... then i have back my mood...
thx,, wlGAN