没有很准确的目标！！

近两天跟他做了心理的交流。
但是有一点东西和事情我还是不敢跟他说。
我的心和乱。
也有怀疑他的时候。
但是我还是选择相信他。
可是却不懂怎样跟他说。
我想问自己“真的那么乱吗？？”

微玲，让我们一起GAMBAteh。。
这一定是你要的。
也是我要的。
也是大家要的。

我现在宁愿不知道发生什么事。
就这样和他过完整个漫长的考试。

SOKA University——PENANG youth exchange meeting

我还有机会吗？

我坐在电脑前面。
仅仅想着一个人。
我想着唯一的她。

突然想自己问道，
我还有这机会吗？
突然变得呼吸困难。

我会把自己做到最好。
不会再马虎和疏忽了。
你可以给我这机会吗？

就算现在不能，
以后总该能吧？

傻傻的想想想，
静静的写写写。

谢谢她。
感动她。
爱上她。
希望她………………

1ST Nov 09 Soka Day（创价日）

1ST Nov 09 Soka Day Agenda:

9am – 10am Daimoku
10am -10.10am Gongyo
10.10am – 10.25am Gohonzon Conferral and Impression
10.25am – 10.50am Experience sharing from local Men’s Division (Kenny)
10.50am – 11am Junior Group Performance
11am – 11.20am Experience Video from Women Division SGI-Japan
11.20-11.30am Speech & End

Experience Sharing from Men Division Synopsis: Kenny will share his life and health challenge and through Buddhist practice, he manage to overcome his kidneys failure and live a healthy life and contribute to kosen-rufu. A true experience and actual proof in life through Nichiren Daishonin Buddhism practice.

PLEASE DO FEEL FREE TO INVITE YOUR FAMILY, FRIENDS, AND COLLEAGUES TO JOIN THE SOKA DAY!

U6AK^^ 我会很怀念大家的。

不知不觉已经走到了尽头。
老实说我还走不够，
很多美妙的事情都是在这两年发生的。

在班上有：-
班上的飞轮海～～！！
哈哈！！！————

一群朋友的笑声。。。

虽然
发生些不愉快的事。。。
但是，
都已经过去了，就把它当作回忆。。。

个人方面---
我喜欢上身边的好朋友。。

我把台拳道打好基础。。。

获得国际救生学会的徽章。。。

我在学校写下我的名字。。。
等等。。。

一大堆的体验

-朋友的生日。。。

-ms. tan period.......... happy loi.....

-emergency call..

-overnight study

-在朋友去JUSCO.。。。。。。。。。

-lunch.....

-breakfast.....

-dinner& supper.....

非常多的事情。。。。。。。。。
there got good thing and bad thing,
this is just to test our thinking,
if you have wisdom and think it +ly..
then this process is really benifit
else............................

Continue learning, learning and learning.......

I am a useless guy infront of my classmate(just my feeling). I will just a playful, having fun, disturbing friend& teacher, pride and a fellow that doing noting for my class.

In my Class, I have a lover. That is ........
Since what time i being like her til love her i also dono...
At this movement, i facing many problem.
but according to my daily guidance, i should not give up and keep challange it.

i feel tired..
really tired...

i am a leader in other side...
where is my buddhahood???
how i chan everyday.??

i must keep asking myself...

STPM, family economic, LOVE, career......
i know this is my KARMA.
so i must full force in my faith to overcome and create my own victory..

and as i know, i will out of my control in my LOVE's field....
when i see her, i feel shy, i like to show of, i dono wat should comunicate with her.
you know....

when i know i fail, then i will out of my control...
TZER WEI... PLEASE Behave else you will no have any chance to case her d...

STPM!!!!
i wanna hit my CGPA to 3.0...
on my step, my
PA=2.5-3.00
EK=2.33-2.67
AK=2.0-2.5
COM=2.5-3.33

now just left 30day...
only 30 day..

this 2 really big head to me..
i really wanna give up d...

but i know my dream is go to SOKA UNIVERSITY.
i must go there..!! SENSEI i will be suceed.... Must~!

now wat can i do is just do our KONSENRUFU!!!
only this then i will be suceed ...

i wanna tell my lover, that is now we still best friend right???
i can sure you are my best friand... no matter wat you do, i will support..
since now i stilll cannot doing any to you, i will built again my personality and character...
and i promise myself to do well in STPM>>>..

GOHONZON!!
i MUst create my experience in full of wisdom.....
GAMBATEH!!! in my love and STPM>>>>...

16/10/2009 Oh my god...!!!!

after i came back from JUSCO..
my mood just so so....
then when i step in to class...
she just direct call me to sit with her...
wah..
i think it is imposibble but it become reality..
dono la. what she think..
i feel very happy although my body feel unwell...
haha...
the time pass a second and a second...
i just hope that after F6 we stilll have this kind of chance.,..\

today...
is 1st time after a month that i sit with her..
PLEASE OPEN MY HEART!!!
actually i can loss everything but GOHONZON...

I Will REALLY CHANTING FOR YOU AND ME...

i miss you!...
Do you...........
AM I.................
HOw is >>>>>....................

i hope everything going like today.. haha..
it is enough... then i have back my mood...
thx,, wlGAN

STPM 奋战的最后阶段。

生死看今战。
所有考生！
我们永不退缩的冲吧！！！
感情胜利！
友情胜利！
工作胜利！
家庭胜利！
学业胜利！
一切胜利！！！

对不起。我会努力下去的。

sorry to my fellow friend.....
i will be ok.
please forgive me....
thx..

3/10/2009 我会等下去！！

我一定会等下去。
我脱胎换骨。
很难受。。。。。

30/9/2009 movie & Karaoke‘s night!!

about 6.45 i came downstair from my friend hostel...
i am going to adjust my car from blocking.
after that i go to ask sisi about my thing.

since my brother and mrs.tan, mrs. tan and her fellow friend are rushing time to sunway's cinema, i din talk a lot with her.
we reach there abt 7.30pm. after we buy 吓到笑's ticket we are enjoy enjoy and enjoy in the movie! haha... really funny....
i am the guy always mempersiasoykan my friend cause alway make a lot of laugh in cenima..
haha.. i am really enjoy in the filem..

看完戏后，我和朋友就到raja uda 的 tom yam 档去吃晚餐。
wah liao!! 我的面要RM 9.00!!!
很贵。。。
过程中我遇见一个人，它可以说是学校的风云人物。
医好肚子后，我们在车上聊到底要回宿舍还是去唱k!!!
最后我们选择了唱k!!!
hahaha!!!! 发泄！！！发泄+发泄=大发泄。
真可惜我没有带cemera去！！！

nevermind....
stilll very enjoy....

21/9/2009 happiness penang trip!!~~~~~

thx ah lai fecth me to waei sheng house loi..



finnally we are gether at waei sheng house..

we check and make sure everything then we start our jurney.....

this jurney i do nothing for the preparation and i just enjoy for a day.
but i got bring something to give my fren play and experience la..
hahaha...

we having lunch then start our jurney....


the jurney start loi.. the time is abt 12++

wan thing, ah lai, ah gan sit in one car,,... haha..

then i and iban one car.

waei sheng and chin chan one car.......

we arrive Queensbay mall d..
1st we plan to see movie 1st....
and finally we decide to see ""gamer""...

after we buy ticket then boy and girl seperate to walk loi..
girl go to shoping and boy are playing inside in game center...
haha..

the situation in planning to see movie...



go eat 1st before going in to the cinema!!


you see this two "ginna"!!

today the movie that we see is "GAMER".
the movie are not interested but still ok la..

many of my fren say boring..

after movie we are travel to beach loi,..

but before that we are going have ash!
and also some dinner 1st.

haha...
happy loi...
although i hole day din not talk to her.

then i ask my counslor, "how should i start talk with her!!"
after he give me some encouragement then ok liao.


so fast the sky going dark and dark....
and at the same time we arrive d!!

woooohooooo!!!

beautifull sky!!!!


i am now try to change my shirt and trouses to pan!!
wah!! tak boleh tahan!! lemak banyak loi,.\



me, wan thing and HER((Gan Wei Ling))


we are having fun at the beach!!!
we BBQ, talk, play,............ many thing la!!

tonight i feel happy cause i got take photo with her,.,
this will be my life memory,,.....



happy's time always pass faster..

we are now take a group photo then ready to go home..'
bb!!!
friend forever..

20/9/2009 really enjoy family day....

haha!!!
long time din not go out liao.1!

so today is my big family day......

after i came back from jusco,
my family 100% ready and travel to penang.

1st,

we are going to see one of my 前辈(jeffery teoh)，who accident last week..
but.........
when we arrive in General Hospital, he already 出院 d.

nvm..... loi... we decide again to visit to his home at night.


then we are go to stimboot!!!! hahaha.....
i can eat a lot of thing le!!!
fantastic...


you see... sooo..... delicious.....


family member all enjoy.... accept my brother.. haha..
cause he is in UMS!!!


finally finis all food d..
haha......

I must really thx to my cousin...
she went back in the right time then i can eat this stimbot..
haha..

such an enjoy day.....

we done what we plan just now, that is we are visit to my 前辈 house..
we chanting with him and listen to his sharing in this accident.

and final answer is that he are still "young", and he is good in recovery..

after that we are going home together.....

and i should ready my next day de thing le..

18/9/2009 在jusco的心情.

谢谢wan thing and chun lai。
因为有你们我才能载他出来。
今天在jusco和他讲不超过40句话。
I prefer see her then talk with her.
because every time i talk she will not happy...
(just my feeling)
原本打算看戏的，但是时间上的关系导致不能看了。
我很想牵着她打手一起走的，但是没有勇气。
老实说我也不敢牵。

虽然心情不好，但是我看到了两个老朋友。
哈哈！！
他们都过得不错。
只是其中一个也是面读了感性上的问题。
我也希望他能成功。
我们在那里互相鼓励。
～谢谢咯～

在mc'd我们遇见了两个同班同学。
哈哈！！
have a nice talk there.

then we go back school for 2nd round of study.

"no matter what happen,
no matter where u are,
when you need me please let me know!"

HAMMER KING IN JUSCO 11/9/2009

After finish computing's exam. I call my friend because he call me while exam is in the process. In the phone call hedecide go to JUSCO to having a lunch. Beside that, waei sheng also need go to there buy pen. We arrive there arround 1.45pm. We wait other 2 fellow friend until 2pm(i think they are going to dating).

After they meet us in MC'D, we decide going to game center 1st then we travel to there. In the game center, we really having fun because waei sheng became "KING OF HAMMER" in JUSCO with the score 978 pound. Everyone of us at there cannot believe this happen to him.

haha...

WAEI SHENG

IS ME!!

i get the score of 881 pound

CHUN LAI（€handsome_Cute）！！！



handsome cute get 867 pound

This is really funny, Iban get 878 pound. Three of us cannot break waei sheng record. And then the handsome cute said the machine sencer already insensitive（机器坏掉了）. hahaha(because he get low score)...

So-soay!!!!

After having fun we are going to Old Town to eat lunch. We enjoy this meal very well and we having some talk abt the exam question.
we having lunch til 4pm then we going home and start studying tomorrow's exam.

FINAL DESTINATION IV 8/9/09.

i am rushing with time. the movie start in 8pm and i start travvel at 7.40pm from my house. haha!!! I arrive at then time 7.58pm. I think i was late but actually i did not late. I saw 1 of my friend sit at there then i ask him where other?? he answer me they are playing game and some of them are having dinner. hai... lucky..

Tonight we are see a movie call "final destination 4". this movie is recommanded by a frenz. so i go buy ticket loi.. the ticket counter's worker is my school friend in primary school.. so happy to meet her again.

after buying the ticket, we are going in to cinema.I wanna kill my friend liao. The movie are terrible and scary but finally we are having fun and enjoy with this movie.

after movie, i go to the ticket counter again to meet my friend, i told her must continue study and dont give up. Then, we are going to game centre. Really fun at there but however i am giving a surprice to them that is i fall down when i am playing hammer（my record is 867 pound） at there. haha... lucky they din take photo at the time. haha.. if not i wanna kill myself liao.

after play game, my friend are discussing wat are the next direction. At that time i go downstair with friend to talk something and going to buy a birthday present to her brother.

Finally they are decide going to Kampung baru's OLD Town. haha... at there we are talking notchen waste some time loi. we stay at ther til 10.50pm. then i fetch my fren go home and i also go home.

this is really funny day. I wish and hope all my fren who go out with me will have a very good result in trial and STPM.

Good luck..